Crack
Keep a brave face, Don't let them see you hurt Push through That's what they say, but today I am feeling overwhelmed. I am tempted to give up. But if I give up, so will she. I can't let her fall, so I have to keep strong. Keep it together. You are the strong one, the one who has it together. I don't think I have it together anymore. I wm failing in all aspects of my life and I can't laugh about it. I could blame these emotions on my menstrual cycle, because as a woman I guess that's the only time I am allowes to feel overwhelmed. But I am overloaded on pressure and I am about crack, break and fall apart. I want to cry to someone, but I don't know who would understand. For the past few weeks I have wanted to cry atleast once every day. I guess when I try to keep everyone happy, I make no one happy because I haven't focused on me. I want to run, but what will that help. If anything it will make me seem weak and childish. Best thing to do is buckle down and weather the storm and keep repeating to myself that it will pass. But after repeating that so many times, I think the words are becoming empty.. I'm doing my best, but it doesn't seem to be good enough. I'm lost and no one see's. I want to scream but no one will hear. Best to push the emotions down again and paint the smile on...
