A little pep talk..
As I sit here and listen to music, I think about all the things that are going wrong around me lately. Sometimes it seems that everything that can go wrong does and then there's the struggle with money. Plus the fact that for some reason I cant seem to find a job. These are just a few things that have been going wrong. This life sometimes just makes it hard for me to be an optimist. I try to preach to everyone that happiness is a choice, but sometimes I am almost brought to tears. But no one would ever know, because I dont want to burden anyone with my problems. I am realizing that music and this blog are my only salvation.
I've just had one of those days,
as I said already. But tomorrow is another day. I just hope that all this pain I have been going through lately is leading me to something great. What am I saying, ofcourse it is. I should know by now that the terrible is usually followed by the amazing. I will get through this, I've gotten through everything else. I just have to be a big little woman and push forward. I will have no more of this woah is me crap, if I want things to change.in my life, I am going to change them.
I guess that todays blog has turned into a my own little pep talk..lol
Well I'll end the blog with a pep talk to who's ever reading this and is going through some kind of turmoil. Things will get better. I know right now you feel.like life just hates you for some reason, but the truth is that we are never challenged with anything that we can't get through, some how, some way. After the rain passes through for a while there is this beautiful light that shines through. So cherish the moment when the light does.come through, because you dont know how long that clear light will shine before your back in the trenches fighting for survival in this crazy thing that is called our lives. So when your down try not to stay there for very long, because I believe that most of the people on this earth are meant to do amazing things. You just have to go through alot of bullshit to get to that point.
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